As I sit in bed on a Friday night and reflect on this past semester I can just say,shit happens. I gave up, I lost, and I untrusted. It has served as a very big wake up call, but all I can do now is keep going; at the end of the day shit happens, but I’m still living.
I’m not one to give up so when I did it, it was a total change of character in me. The regrets exist, but the experience and what I gained are no regrets. I have time to make sure that the regrets vanish and they will become successes…everything happens for a reason
So elections happened and we lost. Everyone kept saying it was a shoe-in and all we had to do was keep working; hard work was put in, winning wasn’t the result. In high school Cheerleading taught me that there will be good days and bad ones. Sometimes you win and at times you lose so I wasn’t so bummed out that we lost. So many ideas, some that might have to be delayed in order to be executed…everything happens for a reason
Nothing is a big deal until love comes in the way. You can love someone so much but if there’s no trust then is there enough love for a relationship? This was agonizing and tiring. I finally had everything going right and reality kicked in. I loved so hard and got hurt, not because there was no reciprocity, but because there was no trust from me. I’m human. I can only take so much as a human and little things build…Build…BUild…BUIld…BUIL…BUILD UP! I hit rock bottom…everything happens for a reason
Picking up the pieces and sewing them back up has been a journey within itself and because everything happens for a reason, now I just keep saying “I’M GOOD”.